Avril Lavigne.Photo: Frank Ockenfels 3 for Nylon
Avril Lavigneis in love — but getting to that point was certainly, well, complicated.
The pop-punk queen, 37, is happy in her relationship with fellow musicianMod Sun, 34, but almost didn’t allow herself to fall for him as they worked in the studio on her forthcoming album, she toldNylonin a new interview.
“I tried to resist it, hard,” she said. “The most I’ve ever tried to.”
Lavigne even quipped that stumbling upon romance as she made music about her broken heart was “hilarious.”
“I wrote that one on my own,” she toldNylonof one particularly emotional song. “It was like, ‘OK, don’t tell me you love me unless you mean it. Because I don’t want to get f—d up again.”
Avril Lavigne.Frank Ockenfels 3 for Nylon
The “Complicated” singer, who was previously married toNickelback frontman Chad KroegerandSum 41 rocker Deryck Whibley, said that before meeting Mod Sun, she’d had her heart broken numerous times, and had all but sworn off romance after a particularly bad breakup.
She added, “I feel like I’ve had the wind knocked out of me over and over. I’m f—ing sick of it. I need to take care of me right now.’ So I bought a house, and I wasn’t waiting for a guy to start a future with. I was like, ‘I’m doing this for me now. I’m the only person, I’m the only one I can rely on.'”
Soon, however, she met the rapper and producer (born Derek Smith) and they teamed up for the track “Flames” for his albumInternet Killed the Rockstar. Lavigne said in April that from the first day in the studio together, they’d"had an immediate connection."
Later that month, Mod Sunwished the singer a happy birthdayon Instagram in a heartfelt post that called her his soulmate and “the love of my life.”
“Happy birthday to my soulmate, the love of my life, my favorite person in the world…..my angel. To the most radiant + graceful woman I’ve ever laid eyes on, you have made my dreams come true in so many ways,” he captionedthe post. “You are my calm in the chaos + my shelter from the storm. You are elegance + rock n roll wrapped up in one body.”
Lavigne later responded to his post, and commented “The sweetest most beautiful words ever. So glad I get to spend it with you my sunshine. ‘I la la la la la la la la la love you’ 💚💖.”
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After several years out of the spotlight, the Canadian singer is gearing up for the release of her seventh studio album, and most recentlyreleased the single “Bite Me"withTravis Barker.
She toldNylonthat while the forthcoming record will include songs about heartbreak and breakups, it’s, for the most part, “light and happy.”
“It’s also anthemic, and it’s powerful, and it has a positive message for people to stand up for yourself, to have self-worth,” she said. “[It’s the album] I’ve wanted to make for my whole career.”
source: people.com
